Thursday, April 1 {11:05 pm}
i have finally completed my training in work. from monday onwards, i'm officially working as a full time teller in bishan. but my past experiences during the few days in branch really saddens mi alot.
during these days, i have seen some customers who are always going there everyday. i also see those customers who left very unhappy and some customers who are very nice. i made an error yesterday and got to do EC. i felt so bad to cause my bishan to get demerit points. but today is worst. this stupid premier banking customer keep asking mi questions tat i don't know how to answer. my shifu answer for mi but he just purposely want mi to answer his questions. den he said "i ask you 3 times and you never answer my question". and i almost wanted to burst out into tears. i don't know how to react. argh. premier banking customers who are not so rich but act as if they are very rich. ):
and dear's out to sail and duty till sat. i'm going to be bored to tears at home. ):
Sunday, March 28 {3:08 pm}
wow. its been ages since i blogged! :/
started work already. training is superb tiring as we always end very late. praying hard tat i will pass all my tests. i gotta pass all of them. left 2 more to go. please let mi pass! i'm very afraid tat i will fail. tmr is the last day of training and i'm going to miss my training mates! they were great! they made our training very happening and will guide mi along becos i always lag behind. cant believe after tmr we will all be in our separate ways. will still meet again for orientation during may. but will not have any other chances unless we find time to meet again. ):
dear's out to sail again, leaving mi alone at home. i'm so bored! and i woke up superb early today. woke up at 7am den go back sleep. 11am i wake up and i couldnt go back to sleep le. sians. lazy to study for tests tmr but i've got nothing else to do le. miss dear so much! after i start working i have so little time wit dear. now tat i cant see him even the weekends, i feel super sad. ):
going off now. and pray hard i will pass my tests tmr. ):
Thursday, March 4 {5:15 pm}

i'm so bored! but i have my pig to accompany mi. (:
Wednesday, March 3 {2:39 pm}
superb bored at home! ):
last few days to slack at home. chatted wit junhao. and he said no matter be it got sign on to saf or not, as long as a guy who has been thru ns will have to fight when a war comes. so i guess dear sign on is a good choice? hope dear's work life would be easier. seeing him so tired everyday makes mi heart pain. all i can help him is to lend him a listening ear and help mi massage! i know i no strength to massage but i did my best okay! roars.
for this whole month, all my saturdays i won't get to see boy! cos he is either on duty or sailing. roars. except for one where he got half day off. omg la. i am going to start work soon and i won't get to see him more liao. now even saturdays i don't get to see him. when i work, i don't think i have time to even chat wit him or sms him. will only be able to meet him after work for dinner. now tat i cant go his house and he cant come my house, expenses will be high becos we keep going out. after tat it should make our life easier and we can save more money. i tell myself i will buy a LV bag after i get my pay. to thank myself for getting a job and earn money. haha. i love pampering myself a little to strive even harder. (:
hope dear faster finish work so tat i can leave house earlier. i'm just so bored at home! ):
Monday, March 1 {1:27 pm}
miss you dear! (:
dear's on standby today. he's staying in camp today. so cant see him today. yet actually, i've seen him for many many days straight already! but i still haven seen him enough. but no worries dear. i never emo qoo today. cos u told me beforehand long long ago tat u are going to stay in camp today. haha. and u got chat wit mi on phone for awhile too! satisfied. letting mi rest at home is good too cos i'm starting work exactly a week from now! pray hard tat i will be posted to the branch in chong pang. den i will not need to wake up very early. (:
i'm getting superb nervous about my career. getting sleepness nights wondering where i will be posted to and how would my working environment be? will i get nasty customers? or will i have a smooth journey ahead of mi. will i have time to study part-time uni? or will i be busy preparing my wedding wit dear? when can i have a kid wit dear? and how our house will be like? all these questions have been in my mind for very long. they are etched in my mind and i will do my deepest thinking just before sleep. i just cant help thinking about them. so i couldnt sleep at all. my usual 12pm waking up becomes 10am. gosh.
please post mi to chong pang. please please. ):
Monday, February 22 {4:31 pm}
its been ages since i blogged! lol. (:
i've got a new accompaniment to sleep! a pig soft toy! dear bought it for me becos i love it soooo much. its too cute. i place it nicely and now everytime i walk into my room, i always look at it and smile. (:
dear's on leave one whole week till thursday. tat means i can see him for one whole week! yay! miss him so much. but we got problems meeting and going out because we don't know where to go! haha. but we walked around and do some shopping to see each other eventually. (:
tmr's going to be a fun yet tiring day for us. ^^
Sunday, February 7 {12:31 am}
what a tiring yet a fun day! (:
1st ut3 for this semester. early in the morning on a saturday at 8.30am! luckily i woke up on time. 90mins business finance ut. sians. den go home sleep sleep awhile jiu go for organ lesson le. after lesson chiong go bugis mrt meet the usual peeps for steamboat! the shop we wanted to go shifted to chinatown, so we decided to have it in another store nearby. supposed to meet at 5.15pm, but our dear wyin reached at 7pm! we already like eat halfway liao lor.
we left at 9pm. its like omg we have seated there and eat for so long! lol. but tats not all. we went to suntec and have ice cream at mac. and we were play game - who lose who drinks a small cup of coke light. we cracked jokes non-stop. and we were laughing like mad.
i'm too lazy to upload pictures. maybe tomorrow or another day because i'm going takashimaya to collect my carpenters organ book! yay! another $45.40 gone. -.-
*eyes closing*
--SheepsRulez(x*`
aboutME*
VANESSA CHAN aka shanshan
16 Nov 1990
van_van1990@hotmail.com
Once a brooksian
Republic Polytechnic
Diploma in Business Computing
loves dear =)
wishes to....
long waiting driving licence at age of 18 drive without P-PLATE! (:
get dear to buy his car!
get my own car before 21 years old!
finish rp asap start working!
save $10k every year
have a great career open my very own car rental company! (:
Thursday, April 1 {11:05 pm}
i have finally completed my training in work. from monday onwards, i'm officially working as a full time teller in bishan. but my past experiences during the few days in branch really saddens mi alot.
during these days, i have seen some customers who are always going there everyday. i also see those customers who left very unhappy and some customers who are very nice. i made an error yesterday and got to do EC. i felt so bad to cause my bishan to get demerit points. but today is worst. this stupid premier banking customer keep asking mi questions tat i don't know how to answer. my shifu answer for mi but he just purposely want mi to answer his questions. den he said "i ask you 3 times and you never answer my question". and i almost wanted to burst out into tears. i don't know how to react. argh. premier banking customers who are not so rich but act as if they are very rich. ):
and dear's out to sail and duty till sat. i'm going to be bored to tears at home. ):
Sunday, March 28 {3:08 pm}
wow. its been ages since i blogged! :/
started work already. training is superb tiring as we always end very late. praying hard tat i will pass all my tests. i gotta pass all of them. left 2 more to go. please let mi pass! i'm very afraid tat i will fail. tmr is the last day of training and i'm going to miss my training mates! they were great! they made our training very happening and will guide mi along becos i always lag behind. cant believe after tmr we will all be in our separate ways. will still meet again for orientation during may. but will not have any other chances unless we find time to meet again. ):
dear's out to sail again, leaving mi alone at home. i'm so bored! and i woke up superb early today. woke up at 7am den go back sleep. 11am i wake up and i couldnt go back to sleep le. sians. lazy to study for tests tmr but i've got nothing else to do le. miss dear so much! after i start working i have so little time wit dear. now tat i cant see him even the weekends, i feel super sad. ):
going off now. and pray hard i will pass my tests tmr. ):
Thursday, March 4 {5:15 pm}

i'm so bored! but i have my pig to accompany mi. (:
Wednesday, March 3 {2:39 pm}
superb bored at home! ):
last few days to slack at home. chatted wit junhao. and he said no matter be it got sign on to saf or not, as long as a guy who has been thru ns will have to fight when a war comes. so i guess dear sign on is a good choice? hope dear's work life would be easier. seeing him so tired everyday makes mi heart pain. all i can help him is to lend him a listening ear and help mi massage! i know i no strength to massage but i did my best okay! roars.
for this whole month, all my saturdays i won't get to see boy! cos he is either on duty or sailing. roars. except for one where he got half day off. omg la. i am going to start work soon and i won't get to see him more liao. now even saturdays i don't get to see him. when i work, i don't think i have time to even chat wit him or sms him. will only be able to meet him after work for dinner. now tat i cant go his house and he cant come my house, expenses will be high becos we keep going out. after tat it should make our life easier and we can save more money. i tell myself i will buy a LV bag after i get my pay. to thank myself for getting a job and earn money. haha. i love pampering myself a little to strive even harder. (:
hope dear faster finish work so tat i can leave house earlier. i'm just so bored at home! ):
Monday, March 1 {1:27 pm}
miss you dear! (:
dear's on standby today. he's staying in camp today. so cant see him today. yet actually, i've seen him for many many days straight already! but i still haven seen him enough. but no worries dear. i never emo qoo today. cos u told me beforehand long long ago tat u are going to stay in camp today. haha. and u got chat wit mi on phone for awhile too! satisfied. letting mi rest at home is good too cos i'm starting work exactly a week from now! pray hard tat i will be posted to the branch in chong pang. den i will not need to wake up very early. (:
i'm getting superb nervous about my career. getting sleepness nights wondering where i will be posted to and how would my working environment be? will i get nasty customers? or will i have a smooth journey ahead of mi. will i have time to study part-time uni? or will i be busy preparing my wedding wit dear? when can i have a kid wit dear? and how our house will be like? all these questions have been in my mind for very long. they are etched in my mind and i will do my deepest thinking just before sleep. i just cant help thinking about them. so i couldnt sleep at all. my usual 12pm waking up becomes 10am. gosh.
please post mi to chong pang. please please. ):
Monday, February 22 {4:31 pm}
its been ages since i blogged! lol. (:
i've got a new accompaniment to sleep! a pig soft toy! dear bought it for me becos i love it soooo much. its too cute. i place it nicely and now everytime i walk into my room, i always look at it and smile. (:
dear's on leave one whole week till thursday. tat means i can see him for one whole week! yay! miss him so much. but we got problems meeting and going out because we don't know where to go! haha. but we walked around and do some shopping to see each other eventually. (:
tmr's going to be a fun yet tiring day for us. ^^
Sunday, February 7 {12:31 am}
what a tiring yet a fun day! (:
1st ut3 for this semester. early in the morning on a saturday at 8.30am! luckily i woke up on time. 90mins business finance ut. sians. den go home sleep sleep awhile jiu go for organ lesson le. after lesson chiong go bugis mrt meet the usual peeps for steamboat! the shop we wanted to go shifted to chinatown, so we decided to have it in another store nearby. supposed to meet at 5.15pm, but our dear wyin reached at 7pm! we already like eat halfway liao lor.
we left at 9pm. its like omg we have seated there and eat for so long! lol. but tats not all. we went to suntec and have ice cream at mac. and we were play game - who lose who drinks a small cup of coke light. we cracked jokes non-stop. and we were laughing like mad.
i'm too lazy to upload pictures. maybe tomorrow or another day because i'm going takashimaya to collect my carpenters organ book! yay! another $45.40 gone. -.-
*eyes closing*
--charmmyQUEEN*`